Purpple

With love alway comes pain. I'm now standing  in the rain. It's a good part at this That you can't see my tears. You ripped my soul and trow it down My hearts is just an empty hole now I reach out from the darknest And I'm crying again but they don't care. I've been outcast from the start These feelings of mine will last. Sitting in the darkness alone And I can't take this anymore I turn up the music and fade away. Hide from the sun of another day. Heart hevily broken and crying on the floor. And I can't take it anymore. I have heart pain that's killing my mind. Where's the peace I really can't find? Don't talk to me becau

I know what you wanted to end this pain Selfishly take your life away You say nothing matters and noone cares Theres no reason to live and noone for But what about me? What about me? Don't I matter? Doesn't my love matter? What am I to you? What am I in your life? I dont want to lose you I really care And I don't want to see you dead. Doesn't my opinion and love matter? There are better ways to solve the problems, Death isnt the answer I promise I'll help you Well work through this, together me and you Just please, please, don't leave me alone Don't die and leave me alone in this world I love you and that should really matter.

Everday he breaks my heart, His eyes makes me cry, His smile tears me apart, He makes me wanna die. Why should he look at me If he can look at her. Why don't I understand He'll always pick her. How's that  he has my heart, If I never had his? We were never together So how could we be apart? I try to impress him. With putting up my hair. I knew my chances were null, But he doesn't even care! I've learned now to accept it. I'll always be last in his heart, And even with my humor , I'm not even a part of his past.